happy

im so happy..

went out with brandon ,amanda and beverly yesterday..

went to clark quay to have some desserts and all...i loved the night life there..kinda romantic i think..

great to see brandy so happy with his other half..and yea got my chance to chat with bever..am uberly about it!!!

haha..but when i got home..somethings i heard..piss the shit out of me..well i guess thats what pple get for being nice...

suicide,unhapiness,biasness,betrayal,feud,one sided blame..some of the words that pissed me off one after another...

ill train hard..when i cant pull another rep or push another rep..i imagine myself that vance is holding on to her,and im pulling with every ounce of strngth..pulling her away from him..

when i fight,ill fight hard and when my shins can hardly take the beatings from the bag,when i feel like collapsing from the arduous cardiac activity when i get kicked till im bruised..ill push..kcik harder whack harder for i imagine that hes doing harm to you and ill beat him up no matter how good a fighter he is..

sleepness nights...all because..