new year ,new resolutions

its finally the new year.happy new year to everyone reading this.well let me reflect 2007.its been great in a sense that ive gained new friends,regain lost friends and changed my attitude towards certain things.2007 did open my eyes to many things.

friends wise:

im thankful that i had got together with old friends whom ive not communicated with since mths and even years ago.such as felix and jian birdim thankful for meeeting new friends such as brandon ,weiliang,max,michelle ,jian hui,lex and so many many more others.

im also happy that i forged a closer bond with others such as sarah ann,peter ,weihao and my poly classmates whom ive never took the time to know them better..this year through certain ups and downs im thankful that there were there.

i thank those that celebrated my birthday with me this year.it was simple but only u guys remembered it.i thank you once again.

thanks hydher for being there when i need some words of wisdom..talking to you is always fun for u r independentand intellectual.

family wise:

im glad my parents r finally back from aussie after a year and a half in one piece and im thankful that they r behind me 100 percent for my upcoming competition.

bodybuilding wise:

im grown in knowledge both in dieting ,training and chemicals wise.i thank lex for sharing with me the knowledge on bodybuilding.

this may finally be the year that my dreams actually become reality..to compete with other competitors and maybe..maybe enter the national team..i hope to be able to compete in the asian games within 2 years...if possible...

school wise:

im really happy that i got so much closer with my classmates weijie,lizhen ,lijing ,zhouli ,tommy,kwan ..juz a few to mention.i actually have to thank clare for this..though we may not be on talking terms anymore,its through her that i actually change my attitude towards sch work and my sch friends.thanks guys.

relationship wise:

none this year.i did try to go for her,but have been rejected once again.well,ive learnt my lesson to never assume ,no matter how nice they may treat you,how special their actions are or how sweet they r to you,never assume that they like you.i took it real hard,but ive learnt to let go.

ive learnt that you should not find love,but let it find you.no rush.

resolutions this year:

-to be more optimistic(i promised raymond)
-to value my current friends
-to open up (planning to make 10 more friends this year)
-to be responsible and do things on the spot and not wait.
-to hopefully get into the top 3 position in the nationals
-to gain another 50 points through my seal system hopefully hitting the excellent mark.
-to do well and try to bring my gpa to 2.7-3 .
-to read 4 books as i wanna hold more intellectual conversations with others.(so as not to be dumbfounded when talking to sarah)
-to improve my english in terms of vocabulary and speaking.
-not be possesive and jealous in any way.


dam 3 weeks to dieting for me...scary but exciting!

well once again happy new year guys!hope u guys are setting ur new year resolutions too!!!!

good luck to all national youth competitors..train hard!

new yrs resolution

this blog for now till may wld be mostly dedicated to the life of bodybuilding.

anyway..lets see this xmas..wasnt really anything special..infact it was plain and simple with some fun!haha!

it felt like reminiscing my deprived teenage days.well on the eve,hanged out with felix and jian ..went training at noon,after that to east coast for arcade..played all type of nonsense ganes and got myself hurt.chasing each other around east coast park shouting spraying each other with cans of snow spray andthem chasing me with sparkles trying to fry me..and hurling profanities like there is no tmr(felix and jian not me)haha.ended with some syncronised sparkle burning and wishes for the new year.reached home all stinky and drenched.wad an eve!

on xmas,went for a buffet and ate a hell load of salmon and beef with butter rice..next went over to hydhers hse to see him.right after we headed over to have a big feast a five star chix rice .and got engrossed in lan gaming till the wee hours.bought sparkles again for we wanted to build a rocket,but guess we shall do it another day.

anddd every year end ,after all the celebrations and all,its about time pple start to think about their new year resolutions.well for me,i do have a few things that i wanna change about myself.firstly,i will stop junking out and going out besides for sch and training.for i need to get focused on the upcoming event,the biggest thing thats abt to happen in my 18 yrs to me.

second resolution is to work harder than now to pull my gpa up.this sem im contented in a sense that i changed a lil,slightly more driven but thats not enough.well now that all distractions are outta the way,things shld be going smoothly.

third is that i wanna stop bearing grudges..somehow or rather ,its my temperamental behavior ,jealousy and short temperness that caused some unnecessary disputes among me and my friends.well i wanna change that and become a really pleasant individual.

saying is easy..now its time to put it to action.

of course i need u ..my friends to help me along the way for the next 5 mths..!!!push me motivate me..dun let me fall..