xmas post

right! first of all im gona say merry xmas to all you peeps.first of all ive got to say it has been a fantastic xmas for me.i hope it has been for all u peeps too! season of giving!

haha.ok i bought a game for myself for xbox 360 console and its called saints row 2.those of u who have a ps3 or xbox 360 console,i have got to recomend you this game.its awesomely amazing.if you think GTA 4 is great,play this ! it beats grand theft auto 4 in my opinion.the game strategy and gameplay is the same as GTA 4 but why i love this game so fucking much is becuz its more gruesome,more violent,more brutal and its all about customization.from customizing ur character to his tattoos his hair,his crib ,his gang,cars and a hell lot of ladies and sex.haha!!

just get it all right,ull never regret it.

right so next im gona talk abt my xmas celebration and xmas itself.for my xmas celebration which happened on the 23rd,i brought my girl to catch a movie called pride and glory if im not wrong.i love some parts of it,where jimmy slams the victim against table and chairs,knock half their teeth out and stuffing a torch light into the guys throat,ironing the babys face...well almost.you get the idea..violence.haha!

right after,we went to glass house for dinner.we had salmon as usual i never had anything else at fish and co. she had ny fish and chips and soup of the day.afterwhich i sent her back.a simple but fun filled day! on xmas day itself,went for midnight mass,after which went for lunch with my parents and relatives in the afternoon.lunch was ok wasnt fantastic,prefer if it was at spore swimming club.played a lil saints row 2 before heading over to my girls grandparents hse.saw yanger and his whole family .had dinner over there and i love the swing at their grandparents hse.haha yanger after ur exams lets go lan tgt! yap i bought my mum a sovil titus watch,my dad an ipod shuffle my grandma wine and my brother a shirt from g2000! i got a pair of loafers from pedro from my dear and i bought for her a pair of shoes from guess. everyone is happy with their presents!!! right thats abt it.

training wise,nv felt stronger!! haha...dumbell pressing 110lbs per hand ,feel so god-like...just 15 lbs short of the heaviest dumbells in california fitness!! haha!!nipples joined cali too and so will raymond!! everyone is improving and training hard,menger yanger ,all looks pretty darn good now....so hopefully we can bag home three gold medals !!!

merry xmas everyone!

im sorry for not posting for quite awhile!

i will post after xmas for sho! many many pics to upload till than ....

MERRY XMAS EVERYONE!! have fun! party hard! but get ur ass back to the gym the next day.

finally

well!

i wanna post firstly on beverly,aka baby! haha.well beverly and brandon are back! miss them alot!....they sure look alot darker! brandon looks like a thambi.my gf? im not used to her being tan for sure!she looks ever prettier please! haha.gosh six days of not talking to her or seeing her was terrible.its like smth being ripped apart from my life! haha.seriously,i really wasnt used to it.it seems she had fun on her trip so did yanger!its a nice place i wish i cld go there.im glad ure back in one peace.the 6 days u were gone,it made me reflect on the tihngs i did that was wrong,and the happy times we had.especially walking to clarke quay,reminds me of the times we werent tgt yet.seeing u after one week was..pure heaven.and im glad yanger is back so we can train tgt.its been awhile since yanger and me hanged out .lets hang out soon!

and i gotta say,congrats to lex for being the welter weight champ and mr junior singapore.u trained hard for this man.from being someone who cldnt get into the finals to someone who wld stand above everyone else.he is the sole example that nothing is impossible.the moment he stood on stage,his legs blew everyone off.his mass,blew everyone off,basically,i was watching only him and not the others.he is a really humble guy,more juniors shld learn from him.good for you and ur gf lex.im sure she is really proud of you.i hope to be like you next year bro.he was the rippest and biggest on that faithful day.

a response

a response to ur comment.

true.hot bodies never fail to attract people.but thats just part of the equation.if having to eat so strictly ,forcing food down ur throat and literally gymming till ur eyes are blood shot,till times where u push so hard so far till u tear ur muscles,damn we wld rather not do that just to get attention.yes i agree many pple who hit the gym are vain,cuz they want a broad chest and nice big arms to attract attention.i have nth to say to that,do what they want.however,im talking abt pple who train to impress the girls and walk like they have "wings "they can flap,obviously so wide i can stuff a soccer ball down their armpits.many of my friends that are biggger than me ,in the national team and all,dont walk like that,so im just saying,dont try to be one when ure not one.

you cant really say that we are vain cuz we know girls dont want a muscle freak,guys wldnt want a muscular girl but take a look at the above.why wld someone who is a normal and beautiful lady wanna look 10 times bigger than an average guy?so that they can attract guys?i dont think so.

yea if u want a ncie body hit the gym.but do u think having big arms and scrawny legs looks nice?i dont think so,those are the types of pple i scrutinize,cuz they look like crap,even normal pple wld look better.

i dont put pple down,not at all,i just tell those vain pots not to waste their time and my time ,asking me for advises and me telling them what to do what to eat how to train when to sleep and all they say "damn,i cant train so frequently,i need to study ,i cant eat these and that ,that is crazy i rather eat chicken rice , i cant sleep so early all the time,i club every wednesdays and weekends" well fuck you. that was just wasting 15 mins of my time. so u c these r the pple im talking abt,who i dont give a rats ass whether or not i put em down or anything cuz they wont go far,they wont see improvments,they r just wasting their time.

i dont put pple down cuz i encourage those that r overweight or skinny peeps to trian hard give advises if they listen,they will see the results.i love seeing them putting in the effort .

so now u get what im saying?

selfishness

selfishness.i said it before i said it again.to go far in whr u are.its all about being selfish,self centered.i nearly lost myself by focusing too much on other priorities last time.but now,its all about me.in my 4 yrs of nt being in a rship,i went far...from being any normal kid around the block to pple recognising me for what i do ,watching me wherever i go what i do what i eat.take for an example my new class.they stare whenever i take my chix breast and brown rice out and stare practically throughout the whole time im eating.i dont care.i dont care everytime i eat my meals at the crowded sch canteen sitting alone and everyone who walk past giving curious looks.i dont care when pple look at me like im a poor fuck as i sit on the flight of stairs eating my meal looking downright pathetic.cuz as pple start to know me,or even those that dont,they will start convos with me...recognising me for what i do."hey ,ure the guy that always eat at the staircase alone right?"fuck yea,that's me.

jsut a few days ago,i was training at marine parade cc gym.did some heavy duty training,dipping with 2 plates hanging down my back.curling weights i nv curled.as i took a rest,some guy came up to me to ask me about his chest programme,what he shld incorporate,how to train his arms,how to get traps like mine.shit ,he even follows what i do.he thinks whatever im doing is correct.i didnt drink even a sip of water during my whole training,and he thought that by doing that it wld be more effective.gosh i laughed to myself.its just becuz i nv brought my bottle thats all.o and before i knew it,after talking to him guiding through his shrugs,half the gym started doing shrugs.haha. god like.

meals,fuck others who think ure too troublesome or think ure such a wetblacket whenever u have to eat when ur times up.they say things like everytime we do smth u have to eat ur meals,it gets irritating.fuck that.when we have to eat we have to eat.

my girl wants me to spend more time with her.its not that i dont want.but i have so many things to juggle,and shes always saying i put bodybuilding before her,its always abt bodybuidling,and when wld i ever cherish her.i do cherish her.just that no matter what i say,i cant seem to make u or for a matter of fact,others around me understand that is aint a sport,its a lifestyle.u dont just train hard in the gym and thats it.no...its way beyond that,its what you do beyond the gym ,what you do way beyond the comp day that determines where u place on that faithful day under the spotlights.this game is not won on that day but the days that lead up to it.my parents cldnt understnad,but now they do.i dont expect u or others to.i dont care whether u do or not either.

selfishness is required of you to strive in this game.its said many times before.this game aint for pussys or lover boys who just go to the gym to build arms and chest .this game is for those that r willing to sacrifice,to push way beyond the pain during the last reps of training,its for those that r nt afraid to let others stare at you in the things you do,its for those that r willing to take the lonely road to be named a loner for those that are not afriad to lose everything else just to get to the top alone.its a one man game . so for those lover boys who just want to impress the chics a big middle finger in ur face,i will show you no fucking respect.

my message to you

before i go to bed.

there is message i wanna bring across to you my dear.and to all you fellow warriors out there,im sure u wld agree with me.

im know the past few mths you have been receiving alot of my bullshit about bodybuilding.well its hard for me to explain to you face to face so perhaps i cld explain to you here.

firstly ,in the first few mths of our rship,yea i cld skip training,meals and all just to be with you or go down to ur hse to pass u a rose or cookies ,u loved it and i loved it when u appreciate all that i did,however it was becuz i was straying away from my goals.as time passed,i realised i had to get back on if i want to achieve what i set out to do all these years,all the blood sweat and tears ,the respect i earned from my peers as someone who wldnt skip training or a meal no matter what the outcome,that big brotherly image that i have created in my secondary school that has even withstood till this day,told by teachers like a folklore.that image had started to crumble i cant just let my goals go down the drain.

do not be mistaken,i wld love to commit myself as much as i can in this rship.however circumstances such as work,school and training also has to be taken into consideration.damn,i dont even have time for my parents and friends these days .However,ill do what it takes to make this rship work,but sometimes please understand that i need to attend to other things.

this lifestyle,if i had met you before it,i wldnt commit myself to this lifestyle ,this sport.i wld commit myself to you.however,you came in yrs after i started this lifestyle.you have to understand ,that this is a sport unlike others,shit it's too demanding to becalled a sport.other sports like basketball and badminton,yea u cld stop playing weeks on end or u cld play it at anytime of the day ,this sport?nope.time waits for no man.every min counts,you r on ur feet 24/7 ,365 days a week without a rest.no "wait awhile " or "pauses" in a day.it begins the moment ur eyes open and only stops when ur eyes r shut tight for a goodnights rest.every meal,every hr,every training counts.i cant afford to say"ill set aside trainng time or my meal time for awhile so i cld resolve certain stuff" i cant.if i do that ,pple will overtake me.thats the reason to todays unhappiness,it was becuz i had to train by a certain time cuz i dont want my meal time to clash or my stomach feel empty or the supplement rendered useless cuz i had to do smth else.

yea i know,im making it sound as if my lifestlye is more impt to you.it isnt.its as impt as you.

like felix said,a rship shldnt be ur life,it shld compliment it.

i was pissed with hydher as i trained with him last time as he always kept me waiting.however as time passes,i realised that what he said is true.we heed perfection in the things we do.therefore the wait.i understand , i nv blamed him.

sorry for the times that i made u wait.

i know its my fault for nt informing u b4 this rship began that this is what its like.my bad.and im sorry.

i nv regretted getting with a girl like you.cuz i know no one wld understand me or be patient with me or support me the way you do.my mentor,mybestfriend,my lover.

without a doubt i can say there r many guys out there that likes you,with ur looks ,ur heart ur charm.its priceless. im sure they have the time to be with you whenever u need them.just like carmens boyfriend,cuz they have nothing else to do besides schooling.im sure they wldnt cut u off and show u all the attention u yearn so badly from me.

however,saying that.i remember what frank mcgrath once said.this lifestlye is a killer,its a shithole."True, she’s pissed, but she’s trying to make it work. Let me tell ya something, in this game, you can get far by yourself. But if you got support—from your family, your friends, your girl—life is just a little bit easier. And trust me, this girl is solid gold. You ever find a girl who will put up with all the shit we bodybuilders go through, you hold onto her". that's the reason why i always spluge on you whenever i can,dresses after dresses,bags,heels expensive chocolates and all cuz i wanna reward you for all the bullshit u withheld all these mths.yea i know u aint materialistic,but i know girls cant resist them.haha. jokes aside,it aint abt material stuff,it's my way of saying thanks,cuz i know u wld love em.

if u ever leave me for someone else,i wldnt blame you though i wld be downright upset,but i understand.not many girls can take my life in a shithole.

till here,

i just wanna say,i love you dear.

BUT I KNOW SMTH....AFTER READING THIS POST....YOU STILL WONT GET WHAT I MEAN!! HAHA!

sorry for the long delay!

super caught up with my stuff nowadays.

anyway, have been really busy with my stuff...

right alil brief update on what has been gg on

on rship:

abt a week more to our 8th mth.so far the longest rship for me. yea and im really happy in this rship so far.she has been really caring and all....yea def there r times when we wld just argue and argue but overall it has been great.i bought her a dress last mth and a new black pair of black heels from charles and keith for our 8th mth.glad she loves it.glad we talked things out and resolved our diff yesterday.hope it will be a smooth sailing one from now!

on life:

well kinda pissed off with myself.i lost alot of my stuff this mth.my lonsdale shoes my friends weights belt and so on.have not been catching up with my friends forawhile now.fret not!!!!

i took off next sunday so i can spend some time with u guys.lets have fun next sunday!!!

exams r coming up,gota start mugging my ass off from tmr!!! must do my best and pull my grades up.subjects r fucking tough this sem ,grp mates r pretty much the most fucked up so far.fucking ass dragon boater in my fucked up grp is fucked up in the head.wanna do on fucking cosmetics on our website creation.the moment i heard it i was fucking pissed off.talks shallowly like some brainless dog.but i dont give a fuck,im gona do on my supplements and gives a rats ass to you.balls to u if ure happy or not gay ass faggot.u dont know shit abt cosmetics and still wanna touch onit.i was practically laughing when he was explaining some stuff to teacher.brainless senseless ass.row his boat till he lost his brains in the kallang river.

sigh my grandpa is sick now.i know i sound bad and all.but shit,his hospital bills r mostly paid by my parents and coast thousands of dollars.i may sound evil but i hope he leaves soon.die peacefully,end his suffering and my parents can save more on this recession.

on training:

well,put on abt 2.5kgs in the past 2 weeks.look slightly broader 2 weeks later.but still i dont have that "wow" effect yet.i hope the stuff r genuine.starting to doubt those shit.fucking ass betta buy my stuff.

right.ive seen many stuff these few weeks i wanna comment abt haha. i cant stand fucked up assholes who walk like they have lats like jay cutlers.when they r not even above average?thanks for behaving like that so i can poke fun at u and laugh my ass off.seen pple in raffles training and wearing like they r gona seduce girls.with shades and all.dog.training in sch has been funny.props to some of em whose body r solid!!! props to those who r below average or average but training their ass off.good job work hard and soon ull see progress.but fuck those that try to curl weights like they trying to fuck a girl.quit rocking ur body ass.and the pple who follow whatever exercises i do trying to see if they can lift how much i lift. well at least when i wear my dipping belt and adding 40kg along with my bodyweight,they shut up and all they can do is stare. haha!aggression during training is pretty much good.i get fucking jacked when i think of one of the trainers who keeps staring at my girl.i know very well that soon...one fine day ill be bigger than anyone else in california .....so watch out for me.haha.

buddys off season


my off season as off now. 86kg

o did i ever bloddy mention my gf lost a hell fucking lot of weight?haha...she eats regularly and she trains hard.not to our extend but everytime i ask her this"do u tihnk u can increase the weight?" she looks at me with anticipation and says yes. everytime she gets on the leg press first thing shell do is ask me to load 1 full plate each side for her .woohoo! she does 40 mins to an hr of cardio after training and doesnt complain whenever i ask her to do these or that.a true champion.let me show u a pic from her bdae in june till now.look at how much she lost.u go girl!

look at the diff in the face

sorry i am so vulgar on this post.i dont know,i feel kinda cranky nowadays.

till then.

shut the fuck up and train.

ill be back!

hi guys! so sorry for not updating.

promise pomise you ill update on thursday night! be sure to check back!!! haha

have some nice photos and viedeos to share with ya.

been busy with work,sch,my girl,bodybuilding.as for now....just note that im growing like a bean sprout haha!

its been awhile!

the photos r not in order!


my new comp
the house in town

just a stone throw away from cine,meritus manderin anmd taka
cine at night

demolish!

foolin arnd in cold storage

hydhers and my salmon

dears card to me

escape!
gelares

sorry ive not been blogging! stayed at my other hse as my dear said in town and i dont have a comp there!

ok! many things have happened which is good! our 6th mth was spent at dempsey.phew we walked from orchard mrt to the british council and my dear was wearing heels.i was perspiring like a pig! so we decided to take a cab.the place is prettty nice! only kinda humid.we went to ben and jerrys and had ice cream there....budget!o i forgot to mention she made a card for me and gave me a sunflower.dont look at me like tat! ha!

right so last week! we went to escape like finally its not raining ! a clear sky.we went there at 630 if im not wrong so we sat a few rides but only the fun ones! its crowded man.right first we sat the go kart.i drived like some idiot and was speeing banging pple infront of me over taking them and almost crashing into a wall and my dear was screaming like crazy.lol.next we sat on the wild and wet! it was sure bloody fun the big drop both of us screamed!!!! next was the inverter....great for drying clothes...haha! and lastly,she drove the go kart.i underestimated her but she accelerated all the way and proved me wrong.we came in first again! then we went to gelares ...my first time going! it was yummy! all in all i had fun these hols.thank you dear!

right so these r some pics of my renovated hse.it cost 30000 bucks.dam we threw away a hell lot of stuff! o and my bro and me got 2 new 19 " lcd desktops!

and these r my pics of my parents other hse in town.i had a fabulous tan there...everymorning wake up ill tan for 20 mins by the pool.

other than that,have been training with the same old pple yanger xh and pipaoz.

was suppose to meet rach nana ben and felix but all cancelled.was pretty unhappy but i still went out with felix nevertheless.caught up with hydher and we ate a hell lot of salmon! my brother gave him his drumsets.

right so next week is the starting of sch and ill have like only 2 days to spend with my dear.working schooling training.sheesh...hell of a week i must say.right i need to head for work now. till then tata!

o one video u must watch .brandon showed me the link.ewww! haha!

its been awhile!

Livin' the Life of the Rich N' Famous

To All MyMy's Faithful Readers;
MyMy is unable to update his blog
due to the fact that he is staying in his apartment in Orchard
while his present house is undergoing some renovations.
And the place he's staying at now ,
Has no computer.
No Computer=No Updates.
Alrighty, Do Miss Him!

And for Updates on His Life.
As You All can Pretty Much See
from the Picture Above,
He is Very Happy w Me.
HAHAHAHA. :)
Overstatement.
But It's True.
And He would like the Whole World
to know that,
He Loves Beverly,
His One & Only.

HEAR FROM MYMY SOON!

With Love,

Beverly

brandon showed me this article from animal pak that got me jacked up.i wanted to share this with all of you.


We've all been in that situation or condition where we want to go further, but fear we may fail, or think that we're not good enough. The key word here is "think". "Damn," we say to ourselves. "What would it be like to enter that squat competition?" But instead of going forward, we tell ourselves, "I could never do that." How the hell do you know? Have you tried it or are you letting fear and your small mind control your life? What's the worst that could happen? You could lose the competition, so what. They'll always be more competitions. Don't allow yourself to think small.

Listen, if nothing else, remember this: You will always be presented with choices in your life. Are you going to spend your time on this planet living a life of "What if…" scenarios? Or are you going to go out there, take a deep breath, and take a risk? At worse, you'll fail and learn from your mistakes. But at best, you'll achieve more than you could have ever possibly imagined. Don't be part of that group that will never know the sweet taste of victory. It all begins with the right mental attitude. Rock 'n roll brothers. Show the weights no mercy.

ONLY YOU, MYMY FUFU WEIWEI ZHONGZHONG

It's You and Me,

& all other people,

and i don't know why i can't keep my eyes off of you

Thank You for coming into My Life,
making it Complete.
Stay Close, Don't ever Go.
I Need You.

Always Yours;
Beverly.
With Love

BLOGIE!

alo! elo! HELLO!

haha! its been awhile i know!

ON RELATIONSHIP

what can i say? my gf is the best.things have been gg well once again.past 2 weeks ago or smth we had lots of arguments again cuz i was kinda temperamental due to some stuff...but now its so much betta.its going to be half a year and we r still gg strong.i had to take a supp paper cause i failed my project and guess what my darling came to my hse 2wice to teach me and after work i wld go down to her place to study till 4am in the morning.and she actually sits up and wait for me.she sits patiently beside me guiding me in certain stuff even she is unsure of.i appreciate the thought my love.the day i took my supp..it felt like a breeze.cld do almost every qn. seriously if only i worked harder.my dear is right.im not stupid im smart just really lazy.this time i worked my ass off and acutally find stats easy. most of my classmates say its really tough and all.but seriously...its all about the effort.






ON LIFE

life has been great caught up with hydher once in awhile..weihao ,betram too and felix came down to my place a few days ago.this sunday gona celebrate bdae with weiliang and friends.when im in a rship yes i will have lesser time to spend time with friends but i wont leave them out ill still meet them.i hope u guys understand that i have sch ,work ,gym and a gf to take care of.that explains why im so caught up.and today i went with my dear to adelphi to get my earphones.firstly we went to music by design whr i got my grados last time.we both sat down on the couch and we borrowed the SR80(my model) AND RS 1.and i guess that made her realise why in my opinion grado is the best.its like a live concert playing infront of you.the bass and clarity is nth u have heard b4.gotta send my grado for repairs!

next we went to jaben.where i tested out the crossroads mylarone bijou 2.for a pair of earphones,all i can say is they r pretty darn good!and i have not even let the drivers "burn in "yet.cuz whenever u buy a great set of audio headphones or earphones u have to let it play continuously for 2-3 days to let the drivers burn in.thats whr the full potential of the audio instruments set in.yea and so i bought my crossroads mylarone bijou 2.and along with it i got an amplifier.for all you audiophiles out there,if you really wanna listen to quailty music,buy the grados you just cant go wrong! if u have a budget ,get the crossroads mylarone earphones they r fuckin good for a pair of earphones.








ON TRAINING

ar..finally after 5 days of not training,im back.today felt pretty ok..i had quite alot of form and was energetic through out.thanks love for supporting me!now its hardcore all the way!!!