frustrated

havent i learnt my lesson?

it happened 4 yrs ago,and now i still commit the same mistake?!

what the fuck is wrong with me?!

todays training had been the worse so far,got kicked by my coach in the shins quite a few times and a part of the shin has a huge bump,some scratches and huge bruises..it hurt when we had to kick the bags again..

but thinking of you and thinking of him,i kicked hard,every blow counted.i didnt care if it hurts..

next time,i will imagine ur face on the bag,even if i had to kick till i bleed i will..