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some pics on myself .

i dont exactly have a proper title for this.

well we had a tiff last night which really upset me.but its all ok now.one thing gd abt us is that we always solve it within 24 hrs...

so far things have been going well.lesser arguments.with ever quarell we are drawn closer tgt.

friday after meeting her at her sch,went over to the heartlands.gosh not been there for 2 years to say the least.that placed changed alot!

ate at new yorks.bought her her fav ice cream and apple struddle and walked all the way home from there....quite a distance but felt like nth with her beside me.

stayed over at night and smelly boy followed ushome and trained with us .afterwhich darling and smelly boy treated me to steamboat! i ate till i cldnt move while he vomitted.thats how much we ate!haha!

somehow i never felt happier in life.such a good buddy and such a wonderful gf.

somehow it felt like i was fallin in love with my honey bunny all over again.

it felt great.

a short post but thats abt it!

My heart burns through
My chest to the floor
Tearing me silently although abruptly
my heart feels sick and it hurts when i speak
as i tried to see
tried to understand
this is not what i hoped for


there must be some serenity..

lets just get on with our lives...just the two of us....can we?

tears

all puffed up.

hurt from those words.

mom and dad knows smth is wrong.

i didnt say a word during breakfast.

im tired.

♥MYMY, VERYVERYMUCH!

Sometimes we do spend a lot of time quarrelling! Haha. Total waste of time y'know!

yeah. But somehow, after every quarrel, we feel closer. It brings us closer.

All the new pictures are in your phone! hurry hurry upload some up plssss =)

You're gna finish work soon! Awaiting your msg, so i can call you! (:

i love you so much, mymy.<3

everything changes

If you just walked away
What could I really say?
would it matter anyway?
would it change how you feel

I am the mess you chose
the closet you can not close
The devil in you I suppose
'cause the wounds never heal
But everything changes
if I could turn back the years
If you could learn to forgive me
then I could learn to feel

Sometimes the things I say
In moments of disarray
Succumbing to the games we play
To make sure that it's real

But everything changes
if I could turn back the years
If you could learn to forgive me
then I could learn to feel

When it's just me and you
Who knows what we could do
If we can just make it through
The toughest part of the day

But everything changes
if I could turn back the years
If you could learn to forgive me
then I could learn how to feel

Then we could
Stay here together
And we could
Conquer the world
If we could
Say that forever
It's more than just a word

If you just walked away
What could I really say?
It wouldn't matter anyway
It wouldn't change how you feel.

Find me here, speak to me
I want to feel you, I need to hear you
You are the light that's leading me to the place
Where I find peace again
You are the strength that keeps me walking
You are the hope that keeps me trusting
You are the light to my soul
You are my purpose
You're everything
And how can I stand here with you
And not be moved by you
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this
You calm the storms and you give me rest
You hold me in your hands
You won't let me fall
You still my heart, and you take my breath away
Would you take me in take me deeper now

lets see what i have to say.

i know u r reading this.and i want you to.


lets start off with,do u think i like you too?


i was initially alright with you,after what you said the first time,i let it go...i helped u in ur project when im not obliged to,i didnt get anything in return but i helped you.


wow and look at you,ure so damm bloody grateful.yea she confided in you when we quarell and i know ure protective of her.thats nice.but you have to know when to draw the line between friendship and relationship.


yea no doubt u can blog anything u want.but get ur facts right before saying such stuff.me clinging on to her?that she supports me and i do not supprt her in what she does?that she is the one making our rship work while i dont bother?that i treat her like a princess but i dont want her to behave like one.


right get this right once an for all.


it takes 2 hands to clap for a rship to work.if u think that shes doing all the work.think again my friend.its both of us working hard to make it work.


yea she supports me in what i do and im grateful for it.she knows it.who says i dont support her in what she does?yea she likes shopping and ive got nth against that.only that i dont want her to shop too often and she doesnt.so i dont make any noise.i dont want her to wear too revealing clothes and thats for her own good too.i dont want her to club and drink cuz there r many other healthy entertainment besides these.i dont want her to shop so often so that she can save for the future.well i think out of the box,i think about the future,not just the present ,"friend".its for her own good.if i didnt support her,i wldnt set aside a sum of money for her to shop once a mth or eat out somewhr with me.think abt it.


yea i treat her like a princess but i dont want her to behave like one cuz somethings she old enough to do on her own.i will willingly to some stuff for her,but if gets too ridiculous,ill ask her to stop ,cuz im not a dog,im 19 yrs old.im a guy i have my dignity.so yea.but i just wanna say,i love her alot and im willing to do anything as long its not ridiculous.


take a look at urself before judging me.there r so many points that she and brandon wants to get across to you but they cant cuz they r afraid of losing you.well let me tell you.you r jealous,you r selfish.i wont go on cuz i dont want to make this hard for anyone.reflect upon urself on why im saying that.


last but not least


friendship and relationship dont cross paths.


i know you love her,so do i.


ultimatly she knows how i treat her.and whether or not im worthy of her love.you have no right to judge.you're just looking at things from the surface.


just as i dont interfere with my friends or your relationship,we give advises but thats about it we have no say in it.


i wish for the same ,

from my parents and me we just wanna say stay the fuck away from our relationship.