finally !

yes finally a new post right?!?!

haha so sorry pple, i have been in contest mode for half a year and during that half a yr, i had no mood for family,girlfriend ,friends or anything else.

now thats its over and i have more time, i will update more often!

right so basically what had happened over the past few weeks :



-i claimed my second gold at the nationals,though i have to say i wasnt really satisfied with my showing on that day, i wasnt really dry and i dont know...i always think i look better a week b4 conteset,nevertheless a great experience.

-brandon got a silver in jrs as he also didnt turn out at his best and a bronze in seniors....absolutly fantastic!

maybe what lex said was right, i shld skip next yrs comp and prepare more on sizing up, now that im a 2nd time champ, more is expected and i dont wanna drop the standard.

btw, it had been great staying at the grand mecure hotel suite for 2 weeks ...through the last week of pre contest and more. it gave me fantastic rest as well as a sense of calm , just what i needed.

as for my rship? it had been nth less than fantastic.now that im not in a calorie deficit mode ..surviving on 50g carbs a day for weeks on end eating the same amt of calories like an adult female. now my mood had dradtically improved along with the normal regulation in my own hormonal response.

celebrated my 2nd yr at ichiban sushi ....my dear and i went out a hell lot just muching on food here and there and i have to say the past 2 weeks had been really different and happy for the both of us.

more to post next time...its brief as i wanna watch a documentary now!