letting go

ok just a brief update on what has been happening in my life for the last 2 weeks

well ...looking back i was possessive back than.

my dear just asked me is it that i dont love her anymore thats y i dont bother if she talks abt other guys,wear low cut tops and go out with her guy friend one on one.

if it was me a yr ago? i wld have blown my top off. now? i say do whatever u want...it doesnt really matter to me. cuz i know at the end of the day as long as she doesnt abuse my trust and comes back to me eventually? whats there to complain aabt? so it aint that i love you less or anything, its just me leting you have your freedom and the trust that have developed over these 2 yrs.

how time flies....almost 2 yrs into our rship with our 2nd yr coming next mth....just a week out from my nationals...so we decided that we should skip it and celebrate it after my nationals instead. whats worse than celeebrating a special occasion with me eating salad and looking like a zombie...using my last ounce of energy to go out?

valentines day was simple, brought her to araab street for some labanese food...yummy ! though i aint salad.....again... haha! ambience is fantastic!

got my tattoo template discussed with the tattoo artist too and i have decided on a full back oriental dragon of which i have paid the deposit....now im just awaiting for it to be sketched and for my comp to be over to do it. im haveing some doubts though....as if i want to compete again....i may need to place it else whr...cuz its a bloody full back we're talking abt. so it may be positioned on my chest delts and arms instead....will reconfirm this weekend.

my dear has been complimented on her muscular arms! haha....its getting bigger and bigger no doubt...just lack the cuts...but we will work on that slowly.

sch has ended..and honestly? i dont miss anything abt it... i feel so happy and free like a bird....right now im onto some discussions with certain pple with some business opportunity plans...we'll see how things goes in the next mth.

opportunity had been knocking on our door...with press releases set to be held really soon on certain magainzes and all...and if the three of us manage to pull off a big one this nationals, it wld be our first step to stardom.lets hope all things go smoothly . fingers crossed.

thats all for now folks