wtf

without any sense of sensitivity.

"eh why u so skinny? what happened to you? wa lau u dam skinny now man."

those were the first words that were said to me when i first stepped into school.

for some reason, i felt confused, i didnt know how to react. i tried to smile and pretend it was nth but truth be told,i swallowed hard and was sorta paralysed with all the emotions gg inside me,i simply didnt know what to say and certainly didnt bother explaining.

those words kept ringing like chruch bells in my head through the whole lecture.

those few words felt like a thousand knives into my heart.