Sunday, January 10, 2010

13 days

sometimes...i wake up from a nap..

thinking im losing it...

i sit up thinking wtf am i doing.

i walked to the bus stop...wanting to go to the tattoo convention...

suddenly....my legs just brought me back..back into my room...taking my clothes off and just lying on the bed just too exhausted...

waking up gettting msgs of breakups and all...

den i looked at myself in the mirror...what has becomed of me...

these days ...sometimes it becomes so bad....i literally do things out of a routine...a regime ...more than what i want to do...i do what my body tells me to do...whr my mind doesnt play a part inwhat i do anymore...

we got our sponsorship...

finally smth we worked so hard for...at the brink of insanity...and finally we r starting to get recognise for what we do...

we dont go to extremes for nth...we expect results...we expect nth less than a top 3.

right now...i can tell u ...u can get a the hottest supermodel in the world to strip...and u can put a plate of hamburger and fries beside her...without choosing..i will go for the food...

thats how bad it gets.

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