my most lovely gf
me when i was bloody fat at jan at 95kg
me when i dieted for 6 weeks at 82kg.
first of all,happy new year all you oeple reading this.
well! a recap on 2008,it has been one hell of a roller coaster ride for me,im sure for some of you too.
beggining of the year,for those of u who had been following my blog since this yr wld have known what had happened to me.for those who only discovered this blog later,well i deleted some of the post as my current gf aint happy with them,but its ok.i was emotionally hurt deeply cuz of one fucking slut.i still cant believe she did those stuff.den someone whom i gave a second chance to for his new life threatened me all at the same time.im glad he's non existant in my world anymore.
right and so i got closer to people such as brandon,he became my buddy and i wld always turn to him for entertainment,comfort and advices.we trained and grew tgt.
afterwhich i got to know beverly sweetheart,who happened to be brandons sis.haha.for one yr plus i knew him,i didnt know he had a sis.anyway,since march the 18th,things had been mostly great for me cuz i finally found someone to spend xmas ,my bdae and my new year with.she had been one hell of a supportive gf,though sometimes not(in my bodybuilding lifestyle that is) i totally understand ,not many do.but she had help me in my studies,my stats to be exact,for one week,she came over everyday to my house to teach me,till night .sometimes i wld go over to her hse and she wld stay up till 4am to teach me and u know whats the best thing?she studied for me and taught me.cuz i was lazy last time.gosh.thanks dear for the past nine months,it had been so hard sometimes but there were many happy moments ,unforgettable ones too!
right speaking abt studies,it had been a drastic change for me,ask brandon he knows.from a person who failed every single subject at the beggining of the year,to my results which i got back last week.i received one distinction and 2 A's.thanks for the encouragement and believes ...to brandon and my sweets.
than i got into muay thai and i dieted for my comp,ending up losing 12kg,looking in the best shape of my life so far.
and of cuz there r many other unhappy incidents with me and some other pple which i choose not to disclose.cuz im not a F up person.
this year also,i had grown to the biggest i had so far.
also seeing my friend thrash everyone at this yrs juniors,he deserved it,had the whole package and he worked hard for it.good job lex.
well well,thats all i can think for now.as for new yr resolutions?i dont believe in noting down a whole f-ing list of things u wanna do or change abt urself.cuz i had been doing that the past few years and i believed many of u did too.but i bet ur ass it didnt stay.so for me? just a few things.no 1,to push myself as far as i can go to win the national jrs weight title.no 2,to improve on my temper.no3 ,to continue with my good grades.last but not least ,to save at least 2k the next yr.
so for those of u who r setting goals,dont bull shit urself,just set less than 5 of em.
right for now,its a whole new yr,for those iron buddies who r reading this.listen up.its a whole new yr.so what does that mean?it means it's gona be a whole new ball game,ure gona push urself to a whole new level.get me?
well one more thing to say.only applying to bbders.new yr or xmas,u get ur game right,yea u can party but fucking remember,it doesnt mean its rest day.theres no such thing as wait a day or slack a day.u dont sleep at 4 or 5 am in the morning cuz its new yr or xmas or ur f-ing bdae.cuz its a 24/7 job.u may say its ok.its just a day.well a day can fuck u up.a day can mean u losing the title to someone else who didnt misuse that day.
think abt it.
well! a recap on 2008,it has been one hell of a roller coaster ride for me,im sure for some of you too.
beggining of the year,for those of u who had been following my blog since this yr wld have known what had happened to me.for those who only discovered this blog later,well i deleted some of the post as my current gf aint happy with them,but its ok.i was emotionally hurt deeply cuz of one fucking slut.i still cant believe she did those stuff.den someone whom i gave a second chance to for his new life threatened me all at the same time.im glad he's non existant in my world anymore.
right and so i got closer to people such as brandon,he became my buddy and i wld always turn to him for entertainment,comfort and advices.we trained and grew tgt.
afterwhich i got to know beverly sweetheart,who happened to be brandons sis.haha.for one yr plus i knew him,i didnt know he had a sis.anyway,since march the 18th,things had been mostly great for me cuz i finally found someone to spend xmas ,my bdae and my new year with.she had been one hell of a supportive gf,though sometimes not(in my bodybuilding lifestyle that is) i totally understand ,not many do.but she had help me in my studies,my stats to be exact,for one week,she came over everyday to my house to teach me,till night .sometimes i wld go over to her hse and she wld stay up till 4am to teach me and u know whats the best thing?she studied for me and taught me.cuz i was lazy last time.gosh.thanks dear for the past nine months,it had been so hard sometimes but there were many happy moments ,unforgettable ones too!
right speaking abt studies,it had been a drastic change for me,ask brandon he knows.from a person who failed every single subject at the beggining of the year,to my results which i got back last week.i received one distinction and 2 A's.thanks for the encouragement and believes ...to brandon and my sweets.
than i got into muay thai and i dieted for my comp,ending up losing 12kg,looking in the best shape of my life so far.
and of cuz there r many other unhappy incidents with me and some other pple which i choose not to disclose.cuz im not a F up person.
this year also,i had grown to the biggest i had so far.
also seeing my friend thrash everyone at this yrs juniors,he deserved it,had the whole package and he worked hard for it.good job lex.
well well,thats all i can think for now.as for new yr resolutions?i dont believe in noting down a whole f-ing list of things u wanna do or change abt urself.cuz i had been doing that the past few years and i believed many of u did too.but i bet ur ass it didnt stay.so for me? just a few things.no 1,to push myself as far as i can go to win the national jrs weight title.no 2,to improve on my temper.no3 ,to continue with my good grades.last but not least ,to save at least 2k the next yr.
so for those of u who r setting goals,dont bull shit urself,just set less than 5 of em.
right for now,its a whole new yr,for those iron buddies who r reading this.listen up.its a whole new yr.so what does that mean?it means it's gona be a whole new ball game,ure gona push urself to a whole new level.get me?
well one more thing to say.only applying to bbders.new yr or xmas,u get ur game right,yea u can party but fucking remember,it doesnt mean its rest day.theres no such thing as wait a day or slack a day.u dont sleep at 4 or 5 am in the morning cuz its new yr or xmas or ur f-ing bdae.cuz its a 24/7 job.u may say its ok.its just a day.well a day can fuck u up.a day can mean u losing the title to someone else who didnt misuse that day.
think abt it.
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