before i go to bed.
there is message i wanna bring across to you my dear.and to all you fellow warriors out there,im sure u wld agree with me.
im know the past few mths you have been receiving alot of my bullshit about bodybuilding.well its hard for me to explain to you face to face so perhaps i cld explain to you here.
firstly ,in the first few mths of our rship,yea i cld skip training,meals and all just to be with you or go down to ur hse to pass u a rose or cookies ,u loved it and i loved it when u appreciate all that i did,however it was becuz i was straying away from my goals.as time passed,i realised i had to get back on if i want to achieve what i set out to do all these years,all the blood sweat and tears ,the respect i earned from my peers as someone who wldnt skip training or a meal no matter what the outcome,that big brotherly image that i have created in my secondary school that has even withstood till this day,told by teachers like a folklore.that image had started to crumble i cant just let my goals go down the drain.
do not be mistaken,i wld love to commit myself as much as i can in this rship.however circumstances such as work,school and training also has to be taken into consideration.damn,i dont even have time for my parents and friends these days .However,ill do what it takes to make this rship work,but sometimes please understand that i need to attend to other things.
this lifestyle,if i had met you before it,i wldnt commit myself to this lifestyle ,this sport.i wld commit myself to you.however,you came in yrs after i started this lifestyle.you have to understand ,that this is a sport unlike others,shit it's too demanding to becalled a sport.other sports like basketball and badminton,yea u cld stop playing weeks on end or u cld play it at anytime of the day ,this sport?nope.time waits for no man.every min counts,you r on ur feet 24/7 ,365 days a week without a rest.no "wait awhile " or "pauses" in a day.it begins the moment ur eyes open and only stops when ur eyes r shut tight for a goodnights rest.every meal,every hr,every training counts.i cant afford to say"ill set aside trainng time or my meal time for awhile so i cld resolve certain stuff" i cant.if i do that ,pple will overtake me.thats the reason to todays unhappiness,it was becuz i had to train by a certain time cuz i dont want my meal time to clash or my stomach feel empty or the supplement rendered useless cuz i had to do smth else.
yea i know,im making it sound as if my lifestlye is more impt to you.it isnt.its as impt as you.
like felix said,a rship shldnt be ur life,it shld compliment it.
i was pissed with hydher as i trained with him last time as he always kept me waiting.however as time passes,i realised that what he said is true.we heed perfection in the things we do.therefore the wait.i understand , i nv blamed him.
sorry for the times that i made u wait.
i know its my fault for nt informing u b4 this rship began that this is what its like.my bad.and im sorry.
i nv regretted getting with a girl like you.cuz i know no one wld understand me or be patient with me or support me the way you do.my mentor,mybestfriend,my lover.
without a doubt i can say there r many guys out there that likes you,with ur looks ,ur heart ur charm.its priceless. im sure they have the time to be with you whenever u need them.just like carmens boyfriend,cuz they have nothing else to do besides schooling.im sure they wldnt cut u off and show u all the attention u yearn so badly from me.
however,saying that.i remember what frank mcgrath once said.this lifestlye is a killer,its a shithole."True, she’s pissed, but she’s trying to make it work. Let me tell ya something, in this game, you can get far by yourself. But if you got support—from your family, your friends, your girl—life is just a little bit easier. And trust me, this girl is solid gold. You ever find a girl who will put up with all the shit we bodybuilders go through, you hold onto her". that's the reason why i always spluge on you whenever i can,dresses after dresses,bags,heels expensive chocolates and all cuz i wanna reward you for all the bullshit u withheld all these mths.yea i know u aint materialistic,but i know girls cant resist them.haha. jokes aside,it aint abt material stuff,it's my way of saying thanks,cuz i know u wld love em.
if u ever leave me for someone else,i wldnt blame you though i wld be downright upset,but i understand.not many girls can take my life in a shithole.
till here,
i just wanna say,i love you dear.
there is message i wanna bring across to you my dear.and to all you fellow warriors out there,im sure u wld agree with me.
im know the past few mths you have been receiving alot of my bullshit about bodybuilding.well its hard for me to explain to you face to face so perhaps i cld explain to you here.
firstly ,in the first few mths of our rship,yea i cld skip training,meals and all just to be with you or go down to ur hse to pass u a rose or cookies ,u loved it and i loved it when u appreciate all that i did,however it was becuz i was straying away from my goals.as time passed,i realised i had to get back on if i want to achieve what i set out to do all these years,all the blood sweat and tears ,the respect i earned from my peers as someone who wldnt skip training or a meal no matter what the outcome,that big brotherly image that i have created in my secondary school that has even withstood till this day,told by teachers like a folklore.that image had started to crumble i cant just let my goals go down the drain.
do not be mistaken,i wld love to commit myself as much as i can in this rship.however circumstances such as work,school and training also has to be taken into consideration.damn,i dont even have time for my parents and friends these days .However,ill do what it takes to make this rship work,but sometimes please understand that i need to attend to other things.
this lifestyle,if i had met you before it,i wldnt commit myself to this lifestyle ,this sport.i wld commit myself to you.however,you came in yrs after i started this lifestyle.you have to understand ,that this is a sport unlike others,shit it's too demanding to becalled a sport.other sports like basketball and badminton,yea u cld stop playing weeks on end or u cld play it at anytime of the day ,this sport?nope.time waits for no man.every min counts,you r on ur feet 24/7 ,365 days a week without a rest.no "wait awhile " or "pauses" in a day.it begins the moment ur eyes open and only stops when ur eyes r shut tight for a goodnights rest.every meal,every hr,every training counts.i cant afford to say"ill set aside trainng time or my meal time for awhile so i cld resolve certain stuff" i cant.if i do that ,pple will overtake me.thats the reason to todays unhappiness,it was becuz i had to train by a certain time cuz i dont want my meal time to clash or my stomach feel empty or the supplement rendered useless cuz i had to do smth else.
yea i know,im making it sound as if my lifestlye is more impt to you.it isnt.its as impt as you.
like felix said,a rship shldnt be ur life,it shld compliment it.
i was pissed with hydher as i trained with him last time as he always kept me waiting.however as time passes,i realised that what he said is true.we heed perfection in the things we do.therefore the wait.i understand , i nv blamed him.
sorry for the times that i made u wait.
i know its my fault for nt informing u b4 this rship began that this is what its like.my bad.and im sorry.
i nv regretted getting with a girl like you.cuz i know no one wld understand me or be patient with me or support me the way you do.my mentor,mybestfriend,my lover.
without a doubt i can say there r many guys out there that likes you,with ur looks ,ur heart ur charm.its priceless. im sure they have the time to be with you whenever u need them.just like carmens boyfriend,cuz they have nothing else to do besides schooling.im sure they wldnt cut u off and show u all the attention u yearn so badly from me.
however,saying that.i remember what frank mcgrath once said.this lifestlye is a killer,its a shithole."True, she’s pissed, but she’s trying to make it work. Let me tell ya something, in this game, you can get far by yourself. But if you got support—from your family, your friends, your girl—life is just a little bit easier. And trust me, this girl is solid gold. You ever find a girl who will put up with all the shit we bodybuilders go through, you hold onto her". that's the reason why i always spluge on you whenever i can,dresses after dresses,bags,heels expensive chocolates and all cuz i wanna reward you for all the bullshit u withheld all these mths.yea i know u aint materialistic,but i know girls cant resist them.haha. jokes aside,it aint abt material stuff,it's my way of saying thanks,cuz i know u wld love em.
if u ever leave me for someone else,i wldnt blame you though i wld be downright upset,but i understand.not many girls can take my life in a shithole.
till here,
i just wanna say,i love you dear.
BUT I KNOW SMTH....AFTER READING THIS POST....YOU STILL WONT GET WHAT I MEAN!! HAHA!
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