happy 5th mth!

pics taken from honeys bloggie!











weeheee!!!

ok! happy belated 5th month honey!

right so this is the first week where i actually spend 7days with my darling! haha! although somedays only meet up for one hr plus but! i get to see her so often! HEHEHEHE! it feels weird if i dont meet her,i wonder how i survived meeting her 2wice a week when we were schooling.

anyway! i wld love to thank my honey for teaching me stats! she actually studied my book for me just to teach me....shes amazing ..she stayed up with me till3am in the morning just to revise with me too! whr to find tell meeee!


anyway,on thursday! finally went out, to velocity to get my trainng shoes! typhoon by lonsdale! its bloody nice i tell you. flower was admiring my shoes lol...lets all go get tgt 3 of us! my dear says she wants to wear with me too! haha!

had a lil tiff but was fine within an hour! my bad!

afterwhich headed to star buckies!the air corn was a killer!



right so on to our 5th mth!

hehe!we spend our 5th mth at the gym and at raffles place! simple ..infact the simples cuz i was kinda broke and due to the fact we had to train. but pleasant!

o btw dear joined cali with me to train with us! only sometimes i tihnk she is nuts..she forced me to carry additional 30kg which is way off what i can do! and i actually do it...i mean please dont push me till like tat! haha.o and while doing leg press at 16 plates,the thing fell cuz the catch bounced back...my knees hurt! but they r fine now!

right so we went to coffe club to eat dessert! ate mud pie and fruits fondue and i tihnk i had too much chocolate till i was doing nonsensical stuff....looking at the pics u wld know what i mean....lol.

right and today,i didnt go to work so i cld spend time with her too!went to the gym with her did calves abs andalmost an hr of cardio.went to lau pa sat to whack hokkien mee and roti john! yummyz! today felt like we were in love again.we were to touchy and pdaing in the hawker lol!

felt great!

anyway just wanna say a big thank you to you honey for the past 5 mths,i know we still have a long way to one yr ,but it had been so much fun the past 5 mths.this rship had been unlike anyother.this is truly memories of our own.i wanna say thank you for being there for me,teaching me even when you dont know,helping me do stuff even when u know its harmful to me,gymming with me,doing whatever i do training how we train and listening to me,being my atm machine!(of cuz i pay her back).lol.but yea,ure...one of a kind..

thanks dear.

and yanger! thanks for being there too! o do ask cheryl to come over to play badminton with us!

superhuman steroids

honey ill update when i wake up.

in the mean time i wanna share this documentary to those that r using roids and for felix who is doing a project on roids.hope this helps you.

this is based from the national geographic channel.

:)

hi guys!

finally exams r ova!

ill update later on ! check back lataz!!!

our 5th month in 1 one day! cant wait!!

rofl

why are u trying to spite me? lol

thoughts

tsk tsk tsk....still too small to stand on stage...i wish to become a bodybuilder ...

heedher with his ice holick!

my burger!

pibaoz teaching me my work!

pibaoz cooking with me!

yummy! made by pibaoz and baobao haha! our love!

ok let me update what i did this week! haha...met up with hydher like finally!...at 12am ..cycle from marine parade to tanah merah to eat! haha...ate burger fish and chips and fries!! yummy! den cycled back home took abt 40 mins for a one way trip. den went to take a look at hydhers phantom motorbike! he drove me arnd the car park and i was like a lil kid. all the best to ur girl man! hope shes the one!

right as i promise my pibaoz i will update.


hmm! finally after 5 days of not seeing my bao bao,i got to see her on friday!dam happy please!

my mood kinda ruined her day alil....cause my diet wasnt going well due to my braces.


anyway we lazed around ...slept for awhile,treat her to lunch while she treat me to dinner.den she started to teach me at night now i know alot more pls!thanks dear!


sadly she had to go back.


sat ! she came again! haha...we slacked...cooked lunch tgt den slept awhile again.afterwhich we both skipped 600 times each for cardio yet to hit 1000! haha.


o yea she tot me stats again! haha...a great teacher...sent her back...came home and watch a documentary on steroids.


sigh i really miss her alot alot..5 days is likr torture....these 2 days were simple but i love it!after exams..cant wait! gona pia work earn$$ so is my honey.den we meet everyday for lunch and we go out on fris and sats...play badminton,go to the zoo,snow city,giraffe,glass house,wood rest,secret garden,science centre and cook tgt bake tgt,slack arnd.....omg its gona be so fun! but i really hope i passs my stats paper....i really hope!!!!pls lord help me with it!


hmm what they say is right.why be clarke kent when you can be superman.but than again,at what cost?


after my ace card,i promise i wldnt use it.no more....its time to let my body fuction normally,and let my parents and dearie not worry abt me.


my workouts r gona change from next week,due to me coming off it.sheesh im so gona hate this....my hormones r gona be at an all time low ....its gona be crappy..lack of strngth and all...i hope i wont lose too much strength.afterall ive been accustomed to superhuman strength the past 2 mths.920lbs leg press,110lb bicep curls 2 plate bench 9 reps without support ,100lb each hand for incline dumbell press.haha..it may be light to some of u...but eh quite good for me know! haha.

fridays,sats=mambo day!

sweetie in my fav shirt

fridays and sats as usual!

got a b plus for org com ..totally not what i wanted,expected an A.its ok :)

right after sch,i went over to peters hse to pass him some stuff.hes looking bigger now!haha and i aqquired some info on certification to become a P.T.

omg what a coincidence i met Tze Khit,owner of pt.com.sg.he asked me to get a BEC ,CPR AND ISAA cert and contact him so he can get clients for me.great side $$!

training this week has been awesome so much angst and power its unimaginable.leg pressing 880 lbs after hamstings training and squats unimaginable power.haha! training and shouting like dogs in the gym...felt great!

right ! after which sweetie came to my place LATE! haha...but its ok! she studied while i caught up with sleep.went to church and went to sleep again.was suppose to hit the gym but i was so tired ,she got pissed with me cuz she really wanted to gym!

so i immediately woke up to bring her to jog at ECP.she sure was bloody great for a first timer!she was da tired till she cant carry on but i forced her by saying everytime i catch up with you ill spank ur ass...ill walk for awhile while she ran...when i saw her slowing down ill chase after her and she'll run for her life cuz ill spank her ass!and she ran all the way back!what a fantastic gf i have! so bloody on!

the day after,she came over,we slacked,she studied while i caught up with sleep again! haha!..we went to the gym while i trained with ben fong,she was training beside me! shes bloody awesome..leg pressing 110lbs ,curling 10lbs per hand rope pushdown 40lbs! woo! she was always behind my ass during training asking me to jiayou i love it! right after went home to take a bath before going for mass.afterwhich we had dinner with my parents ! and sweetie and me were bloody famished! ate like hungry ghosts!

she says her muscles are aching ,i guessed ive pushed her alot cuz i can see she really wants it.i cant wait for training tmr! haha ive bloody been eating like a pig today...probably consumed 4000 calories today.

all the best for ur papers sweets!

and someone pls help me with my q method!!!

sheesh another 5 days b4 i can see her!!

faster come!!! now!

My Motivation, My Happiness, Bliss.

It's so late, yet I don't feel like sleeping...
I'm done w studying, i still do not want to sleep.
So i decided to post for mymy =)
Met him today! (tues) At his house.
Had breakfast first, before mymy accompanied me to the doc.
Super sweeeeeeet of him pls! Becos' he insisted he went w me.
Then i studied at his workplace.
He's such a sweet boyf luh =)
He forced me to drink lotsa water!&, he made sure i eat.
he looks after me really well =)
& on the phone, i kept nagging/scolding him.
he also nvr get angry uh! Sorry, i might've been a little too harsh.
But what i say, is also for your own good (:
ON OUR WAY........................
TO ATTAINING OUR PERFECT BODY.
WE WILL DO IT TGT! =)

All the Love in the World, For You.
xoxo.

i hate this feeling

SMALL TINY FUCK

i hate this feeling.

i woke up yesterday ...knowing i was smaller.my baby thought i was kidding.but my dad slapped me with reality..yes i do.

and believe it or not i was lazy to go to the gym.

sweetie scolded me and forced me.i thank her for that.

now looking at sweetie,looking at all the guys who wants to get with her and flirt with her.it makes me think back.

1 min ago,everything just flashed back.

why i started in the first place.

becuz of the hurtful,unforgettable remarks she threw at me.

becuz other guys cld easily take my love one away.including friends.

becuz i felt helpless when he threatened me.

becuz others make me feel like i wasnt worthy of anyone,becuz they think they r betta.

becuz no one cared abt me,just an out cast in class.

becuz i knew the time i started,that i wld become something great,i wld take the stage by storm,one day...to bring shock and awe to everyone who looked down on me,despise me who never thought i wld be what i am today.

to those that look like they didnt care in church,left in the lurch.felt like an idiot an outcast,no one looked or bothered.

at work,no one bothered to look at me,those hurtful remarks at work ,those comments from pple i dont know,those pple who fucking judge me,thinking they r betta,saying im not worthy of her.


i remember,

and now,i feel the fire...even deeper and stronger,to redeem myself from those misery.

with every meal, every set,every rep, every drop of blood and sweat, feeling the lactic acid burning...excruciating pain marked upon my face...with every ounce of strength,ill push...ill go and on...till i cant go a single rep...with dynamic brutality,i shut out the doors of distraction.and ill remember those times...never letting go with such vengeful hatred...i push...till i get where i want to be...

for those who stood by me and believed me all these yrs,that ill be smth great...for my parents who stood by me even when i have to harm my health,for my gf who stood by me each and every time,(only this time,i know i wont lose you to anyone else,cuz none can compare to me )this is for you.

witness my cost of redemption like never before.

bliss

ah! haha i got to spend my fridays and sat with sweetie :) she came down to my workplace on weds! and she bought me a box of chocs from chocs expensive!

sweets was dressed to the nices on friday.so much so that guys she didnt know were flirting with her in her lecture hall haha! i dont get it,why when im in the lecture hall with her,i dont see this kinda nonsense it wld be fun haha!

anyway she looks so much betta now! after gymming and all .

what i really wanna blog about is how caring she is.i ran up the stairs to play with her and i fell down.cutting my shin and now my back hurts badly.yanger was thoughtful to take ice for me! at first everyone thought i was playing till i stayed in that position face flat for minutes.yea it kept bleeding but sweets helped me attend to it!ure bloody sweet

more pics and all when i have the time...ciao!

:)

im glad that ure alright baby :)

others only see and judge our rship on the surface.somehow wanting to break us aprt

but both of us know we're way stronger than this.

and besides every rship has its ups and downs just that they fail to realise it.

i feel that its impt to tell you i love you :)

and thanks to weihao and diana for always standing by this rship

really?

you did talk things out,i listened ,i apologised twice told you twice i wont do it again.

i dont get why ure making a mountain out of a molehill.just over a word "brb"? its not like i scolded you you or anything ,i even apologised.

i treated you nicely you went on and on.when i tried to reason with you,you said i am impatient.

seriously,what other options do i have?

i said goodbye cuz i didnt want this senseless argument to go on.cause really,it really seemed i had no options .

think about it.how i felt when u said if u had someone else u wldnt turn to me?how do u tihnk i felt when i saw that?


put urself in my shoes.how wld u feel if i said that to you?

u said im very impatient?right...everyone knows im much betta and constantly improving.even you told me over the phone that im so much betta.what an irony.

delayed post!

right im so sorry i never posted anything on our 4th month.

so now finaly i have the time,ill post about my 4th mth!

basically,i met sweeite at her sch and she wore the same dress b4 we got tgt so i decided to bring her to the same plaace!(actually it was arranged) haha!

yea we had some quarell and i seriously did not look at her! but everything was ok in the end!and so....we went over to clarke quay and walked around central to shop for our journals.GOSH IT WAS REALLY SOPHISTICATED!....so confusing luh the place! but its pretty nice! many restaurants and a hell lot of jap restaurants.

afterwhich,i decided that we both take a tour on the sampan along the river! honey was excited and it was a really cool and romantic ride!both of us loved it.

right after we had turkish ice cream and sat at the place where we sat the last time we got tgt..reminiscing the past.gosh i never though we wld be tgt than!you were like way outta of my league or so i thought.i wanted you and i got you! gosh that is the best thing that can ever happen so far!

right after,sweetie took me to billy bombers where she treated me and i ate an all star burger and she had nachos...dam they were spicy! right after i sent sweetie home and we drank a lil...and got alil tipsy haha!

i slept over till abt 5 in the morning before leaving.gosh...halfway sleeping and i crashed to the ground not knowing what the heck happned! it was hilarious.

the weekends went great! fridays and sats always a blasts with her!got to spend sunday with her too! o i was majorly disappointed that i did not go to escape theme park.i really wanted to!sit the rihts with beanie sweets and smelly.and watch the sunset,play games win prizes and just having a fun time.it wld be really great....o well...hols than!

till here,just wanna say,our rship wont crumble cuz of what they say.i know you love me for who i am and so do i.just want to say,im proud of a gf like you...really proud.

continued

wld love to thank buddy girlfriend and girlfriends good friend diana and weehao for supporting my stand.and being behind me all these while.

to those that judge.

well you want to talk abt appearance wise.yea i may not be good looking and all.at least i have a nice body.unlike maybe you,skinny ,fat,ugly ,flat fucks who have nothing.

do you have what it takes to treat her the way i treat her.i bet not.so,
if u cant make it in looks nor body nor character then i suggest u just shut the fuck up and go get yourself an 'EXTREME' make-over

a pot calling the kettle black.sheesh.


they can say what they want,it will never break us apart.no one has the right to judge.look at yourself in the mirror before judging others.my mom said "let them say what they want,cause nth can stand between us.ultimately she knows who loves her best ,the most.all they want is to break us apart cuz they r jealous they want us to get agitated thus falling into their trap,but no....u just got to laugh it off at what childish behavior they have"i believe in what goes around comes around.judge pple and others will judge you.conclusionget a life.stop being lame.