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i hate this feeling.
i woke up yesterday ...knowing i was smaller.my baby thought i was kidding.but my dad slapped me with reality..yes i do.
and believe it or not i was lazy to go to the gym.
sweetie scolded me and forced me.i thank her for that.
now looking at sweetie,looking at all the guys who wants to get with her and flirt with her.it makes me think back.
1 min ago,everything just flashed back.
why i started in the first place.
becuz of the hurtful,unforgettable remarks she threw at me.
becuz other guys cld easily take my love one away.including friends.
becuz i felt helpless when he threatened me.
becuz others make me feel like i wasnt worthy of anyone,becuz they think they r betta.
becuz no one cared abt me,just an out cast in class.
becuz i knew the time i started,that i wld become something great,i wld take the stage by storm,one day...to bring shock and awe to everyone who looked down on me,despise me who never thought i wld be what i am today.
to those that look like they didnt care in church,left in the lurch.felt like an idiot an outcast,no one looked or bothered.
at work,no one bothered to look at me,those hurtful remarks at work ,those comments from pple i dont know,those pple who fucking judge me,thinking they r betta,saying im not worthy of her.
i remember,
and now,i feel the fire...even deeper and stronger,to redeem myself from those misery.
with every meal, every set,every rep, every drop of blood and sweat, feeling the lactic acid burning...excruciating pain marked upon my face...with every ounce of strength,ill push...ill go and on...till i cant go a single rep...with dynamic brutality,i shut out the doors of distraction.and ill remember those times...never letting go with such vengeful hatred...i push...till i get where i want to be...
i woke up yesterday ...knowing i was smaller.my baby thought i was kidding.but my dad slapped me with reality..yes i do.
and believe it or not i was lazy to go to the gym.
sweetie scolded me and forced me.i thank her for that.
now looking at sweetie,looking at all the guys who wants to get with her and flirt with her.it makes me think back.
1 min ago,everything just flashed back.
why i started in the first place.
becuz of the hurtful,unforgettable remarks she threw at me.
becuz other guys cld easily take my love one away.including friends.
becuz i felt helpless when he threatened me.
becuz others make me feel like i wasnt worthy of anyone,becuz they think they r betta.
becuz no one cared abt me,just an out cast in class.
becuz i knew the time i started,that i wld become something great,i wld take the stage by storm,one day...to bring shock and awe to everyone who looked down on me,despise me who never thought i wld be what i am today.
to those that look like they didnt care in church,left in the lurch.felt like an idiot an outcast,no one looked or bothered.
at work,no one bothered to look at me,those hurtful remarks at work ,those comments from pple i dont know,those pple who fucking judge me,thinking they r betta,saying im not worthy of her.
i remember,
and now,i feel the fire...even deeper and stronger,to redeem myself from those misery.
with every meal, every set,every rep, every drop of blood and sweat, feeling the lactic acid burning...excruciating pain marked upon my face...with every ounce of strength,ill push...ill go and on...till i cant go a single rep...with dynamic brutality,i shut out the doors of distraction.and ill remember those times...never letting go with such vengeful hatred...i push...till i get where i want to be...
for those who stood by me and believed me all these yrs,that ill be smth great...for my parents who stood by me even when i have to harm my health,for my gf who stood by me each and every time,(only this time,i know i wont lose you to anyone else,cuz none can compare to me )this is for you.
witness my cost of redemption like never before.
witness my cost of redemption like never before.
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1 comment:
PLEASE UH.
Let me repeat this again.
SHE ISN'T THAT PRETTY.
I could easily find you at least ten girls who're prettier/hotter.
It's the way she behaves.
It's not difficult Baby
IT DOES NOT TAKE MUCH AT ALL.
Don't dwell on your past,
because she's not worthy of it.
She could get all the guys she wants to, take all the revenge she wants to.
At the end of the day, would she be happy? NO.
i feel sorry for her actually.
Cause she doesn't know the feeling of, Love.
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