Tuesday, June 24, 2008

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LOVE

argh...the past few weeks had been great.i cldnt ask for more.it had been one of the greatest hols since i get to spend it with her.she had been a great gf and she had been helping me out in my bodybuilding lifestyle both in training and some other stufff which its best not to be mentioned here.met her on monday at her sch,which was yesterday.got to spend a few hrs with her,she slept on my lap while i was doing my work in the library,it was pure bliss.thanks for accompanying me while i waited for ur brother.remember,you dont need to feeel inferior to her at all.like i said everyone is unique in their looks in their traits.yea she was pretty,shes hot ,she dresses skimpily ,many guys went for her even my closest friends and cousin.they all wanted to get into her pants.she did not support me in what i do,she made fun of my lifestyle.she wasnt an ideal gf.she wasnt someone i wld marry in future.it was really miserable when im with her cuz i never know what she was doing my back.

you?you are different.you are pretty as well .in fact i think ure way prettier than her.i know many guys who wanted to get with you you know who are they.zen,nic ,shawn and many others.they were disappointed when you chose me.i know there r many others that want to be in my position like you told me,the pple in ur sch who look at you...who give all their attention to you.not to mention there r some who want to get into ur pants too.im a guy i know that.

i used to be jealous and all.but i know i need not be cuz i know u r true to me .i know that i outbeat them interms of physical appearance (body and height not looks though) haha.its one thing that keeps me motivated in the gym to outdo myself ,cuz i know theres no way they can compare to me.

anyway,which girl wld wait for me for 9 hrs at my workplace,who wld accompany me to my workplace for my frist day of work...wait for me at the end of the day with food in ur hands and my protein shake worried that i did not eat enough.there r many other stuff that u did for me and i wanna say i really appreciate them.no one can compare to you.no way she can compare to you.i swear.

its just memories of you and me.beverly and myren not sarah and me.ok?

TRAINING


it feels good to slowly be putting back my own weight,gaining back my size.im glad to hear that hydher is gona hit the gym once again.its been awhile.when u left,i wasnt as motivated as i was when both of us were in the game.remember what u said to me?
i was the flawless sole example of hardwork, commitment, disipline, pain ,sacrifice and dedication ....and im going to bring it back.i miss the times when nth stood in our way,when felix u and me shaved our heads bald to signify a new era.we treated this as do or die.7 meals a day without fail.an hour late an we wld snap.no forms of entertainment such as drinking partying,or gaming.nth of that sort.

remember the times when we wld look at each other in the gym with that passion burning,though no words were exchanged,it was clear.we wanted the best out of each other.though we lived just blocks away,we were so caught up in our competition with each other that we did not meet up on weekdays.only on sundays,where we wld have the same meal tgt.salmon and rice.

now that ure back,its gona get going for me once again.next yr...its time to hit the stage.i knwo when we hit the stage next yr,all my brothers who r reading this.zen brandon hydher myself and others.i know when we hit the stage we wld make history not just marking time.i know we have what it takes to wow the audience...i have absolute confidence that each of us will be bagging a top 3 medal next year.shit...i mean the gold medal.no one trains for second.second is the first loser.everyone trains to win.lets uphold the glory once again.

it pisses the shit out of me when pple talk shit in the gym.u go there to lift not to preach ur nonsensical shit.i hear guys talking abt supplements and steroids and growth hormones like they know everything.well firstly,this things r meant to be kept in the dark,you dun talk abt it.next what u guys r saying r total rubbish.SHUT THE FUCK UP AND TRAIN.

pple who dont know me just like my buddy brandon and my gf.when they first trained with me.they were wondering i get so worked up when pple interupt in our programmes or talk shit.pple like felix and the rest knows why.some pple thinks we take this game too seriously.well let me tell you,you dont go balls out,someone else will.there is always someone who is going to come up stronger than you.never be complacent.

i hate pple who r nth but cock suckers,who suck up to those who r famous or bigger than them.to pple like roy ray rahim peter an tong and so on.they dont talk to minors like us unless we prove ourselves.i know it all too well.pple who never spoke to me think im some arrogant fuck with my dark glasses and someone who hardly speaks not even smiling to them.shit ,sometimes i dun even apologise when i bang into you in the gym,but thats the way i am.when im in the gym,i think of a few things.to rip apart the person who is standing between the mirror and me.i think about wowing the audience next year.i think about doing my friends gf and family proud next year.last but not least,i tell myself if i dont this rep or set,there will be someone out there wanting to beat my body and snatch my gf .no i cant let that happen.not till my body drops doing what i do.

till than

shut the fuck up and train.

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