thanks baby

yesterday,she came over to my place..

o and she accompanied me willingly to mecure hotels gym to watch me train..she sat patiently watching me and spotting me when i cldnt push any furthur...she sure was a great spotter!thanks baby! u dont know how much i appreciate it ..its my dream ;).

sat gona hit the gym with her..

watched tv..did a lil jigsaw puzzle and had dinner at my place.

afterwhich met roy and his gf,ray and his gf,vincent and his gf,brandon and his gf at cine to watch iron man.

the show was nice...but at the end...i lost my wallet..

again..fucking shit...

today my org com teacher said u coomit a mistake once its ok,twice a fool..im like 3 times leh?my mother die ar? lol...

she was so cute...give others to choose but chose a topic for me to present cuz she say i look like the clubbing kind..im like...EH WHAT!? so not true...whenever she talk about bouncer she look at me,and ill look away...lol..

i disliked her at first got she marked me..but i guess im getting into her good books cuz i guess the other pple in class just cant speak english fluently for some reason...

ok....back to the topic..of cuz i was pissed..i was verrryyy fucking pisssed ,i didnt wanna show it but i cant help it.

it ruined my fucking day.my picard wallet which i bot it during new yr with my red packet money..i lost the receipt to babys present,i lost the picture baby luminated and gave me..i lsot my cali card,my bank card,my muay thai card..and the rest of my allowance...

den baby gave me a hug...it helped alot..she changed coins for me to go home..she placed 50 dollars in my hand and smiled...saying u need this..i hope im of some help..

u dont know how happy that made me..baby thanks for being there for me when im down always cheering me up...i appreciate it..i really do...

yesterday,baby and i came across the link of sarahs blog..i read it..fragments of it..and i realise smth i didnt put into the relationship that she wanted..it was trust..it was becuz i didnt trust her one bit thats why we quarelled so much...each post she asked me to trust her more...not that it matters anymore..but this rship..im gona put this element into it...and hopefully...a beautiful concoction will form for a very very long time...

she assured me yesterday and time again...she'll nv leave me for another guy..

guess ill take her word ,i wont care what others say for now :)

-im everything i am becuz you love me-