sorry..

sorry baby that i acted so coldly this morning...well there are just some things girls just dont seem to understand,brandon and weihao knows me best,they know what im talking about...you cant help but feel pissed and worried..

overall,yesterday was a fun day,a much aniticipated honeymoon weekend!haha!met het at nyp den to orachard where she chose for me a shirt and all the weird pple kept staring ...lol

had a fun time with her at gloria jeans b4 meeting up with rach,indra nana and josh than headed down to starbucks to chill.

stupid me...i always get so excited i cant seem to keep surprises...lol..but that smile on her face was worth the spoiler though...lol

i promise ill talk to you abt it later on k?i guess one thing about me thats gona be hard to change is my feeling of insecurity .saying that i will change is one thing,it will definitly take time..i mean a long time b4 i can change my opinion on rships..you wont understand cuz you have to be in my shoes before to know why i feel like this..i hope you understand..

i cant just be like my other friends who has the mentality saying if she likes another guy than ok lor break lor..no big deal,not like i dont have other girls to choose from not that other girls dun like me.no...i dun think that way cuz i want this to last ,i dun just live by the moment..i think ahead...

i guess this is the beginning of rship problems to come...but im sure we can get through all of em..

-through thick and think,we'll get through every obstacle,i promise-