had a misunderstanding between baby and me the past few days.she was pissed with me and i was afraid it will all end like that.yesterday,went down to find her after work,yea saw brandy and amanda,and panda gave me an attitude,i wasnt very happy but like brandy said...anger management! haha...so i kept quiet..im not suprised that she is angry with me either,its her best friend shes worried about.
cooked for baby lunch and delivered to her,glad she liked it.just went grocery shopping to see what i cld cook for her.yea and i thought of another 4 dishes that i cld cook for her.its all very simple though.
today went for my muay thai lesson,finally moved on to a higher level..intermediate now..and god there wasnt sparring today but the teacher did not let us off.he pushed and i pushed my endurance to the limit...i swear if i went on for another 5 mins i wld faint..my friends said halfway during training my face was pale as a sheet of paper and i better take a rest...
skipping and non stop pad works and bag works for the next 1 hr 15 mins with 1 min rest for 3 intervals..got a slight cut on my upper eye lid and my contact lenses fell off so i had to train with one side..got brusies on my shin and my forearms..haha..i looked good!
shes gg for her orientation tmr and friday..well i have no doubt that many guys will ask her for her number and try to be close with her and all.but you know what,i cant be who i was,i have to change,to have an open mind ,be understanding and i have to trust her,as much as i want her to trust me.if she chooses to go with someone else...nth i cld do..its her wish...but for now,lets just take things as it is.
brandons right,i have to control my inner rage,stop scolding my grandma,start believeing in god and learn to control my emotions just like you brandy..
had some issues at the hospital,wasnt happy with what i heard.fuckin bitch.
well sweets..i cant wait to see you on sat..
lovin you
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