argh fuck me

so happy..this weeek finally got to spend some quality time with sweets...monday saw her for 3 mins,tuesday 2 hrs,and weds 2 mins...gosh,if only we stayed nearer...

took her down to pasir ris park and god i saw her..wth man...fking coincidental..

baby looked gorgeous yesterday..she always does haha..

cabbed home but i cld see her dad waiting outside..obviously for her and can see he was pissed..im sorry baby for all the trouble you went through yesterday..it was becuz i brought you home 15 mins late and you got scolded like shit..sorry!

argh fuck me sideways..i can hardly walk properly,i cant even sleep sideways..doctor said it was pretty bad..you shld have seen the look on his face..he was like how did.....till like tat...

i had some painkillers and some antibiotics for it but the painkillers were useless,didnt even help one bit,as i was bathing i kept punching the wall as the water touched it..it hurts like nth else..i rather get 10 kicks on my body than have this pain,ill beout of muay thai and gym traiing for a week,for he said it wld take a week for the pain to go away..one week of rotting at home and not being able to see her..so gona die..gona rot my last week of hols doing nth..

its not ur fault honey..really..

baby love you..cant wait to see you latr..